god I wish I could

wish I had the strength to do anything right now, to scream and just slit my wrists, the usual, wish I could float in my bathtub completely silent and completely void of any sort of thought whatsoever

sick of analyzing

sick of pills

sick of this world altogether

hate this dazed out state of nothingness I've reduced myself to, and I'm oh so sorry for everything I've ever done to anyone, really I am

I am, I am sorry

I'm sorry Cody

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