wish i could do more than just scratch at my wrists, even though it hurts so badly

wish i could smash her nasty fucking ugly face into a wall, and while holding her around the neck and choking her, i'd rip out chunks of her hair until there was nothing left and then i'd just beat the shit out of her, throw her in the lake...no more "bitch", oh no...i'm sure no one would miss her...she doesn't even deserve a name, i am not going to call her by a name anymore she is just "the bitch" (which i'd already been using for a while now anyways)...

i need sleep so badly, i am so deprived and so fucked up, i am going to be fucked for the rest of my life, i feel so strong sometimes but most of the time i am weak, i just wish i could scream with someone and get mad with someone, i wish i could cry with someone instead of having all of these emotions while i am all alone

i wish i could have someone hold me, anyone

i wish i could just get out of this living hell


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